So no prepared post this Monday sadly, due to a weekend of a potential postnatal depression.
I have been feeling really strong since the birth and actually didn’t get the usual weepiness attributed to Day 3 when milk typically comes in.
However, my anxiety kicked off again on Saturday and last night I felt so low.
I didn’t feel anything. I didn’t feel tired as is typical of new parents, I just felt numb.
I had to force myself to express as I just couldn’t be bothered and I feel terrible to confess that there were a few hours where I didn’t feel anything for my baby either.
I hope you will bear with me though as I have some posts in the pipeline; risk taking, expanding your comfort zone and a sonnet challenge!